"I left Queenstown with two girls from my own
hometown
who were placed in my charge to go to America. After the
accident,
we were all held down in steerage which seemed to be a
lifetime.
All this time, we knew that the water was coming up and up
rapidly.
Finally some of the women and children were let up, but, as you
know, we
had quite a number of hot-headed Italians and other peoples who
got crazy
and made for the stairs. These men tried to rush the
stairway, pushing
and crowding and pulling the women down. Some of them with
weapons
in their hands. I saw two dagos shot and some that took
punishment
from the officers. After a bit, I got up on one of the decks
and
threw a big door over the side, I caught hold of some ropes that
had been
used setting free a lifeboat. Up this I climbed to the next
deck
because the stairs were so crowded that I could not get
through.
I finally got up to the top deck and made for the front. The
water
was just covering the upper deck at the bridge and it was easy to
slide
because she had such a tip.
My God, if I could only forget those women's
cries.
I reached a collapsible boat that was fastened to the deck by two
rings.
It could not be moved.
During that brief time that I worked on cutting
one of those ropes, the collapsible was crowded with people
hanging upon
the edges. The Titanic gave a lurch downward and we
were in
the water up to our hips. She rose again slightly, and I
succeeded
in cutting the second rope which held her stern. Another
lurch threw
this boat myself off and away from the ship into the water.
I fell
upon one of the oars and fell into a mass of people.
Everything I
touched seemed to be women's hair. Children crying, women
screaming
and their hair in their face. My God, if I could only forget
those
hands and faces that I touched!
As I looked over my shoulder, as I was still
hanging
to this oar, I could see the enormous funnels of the Titanic being
submerged
in the water. These poor people that covered the water were
sucked
down in those funnels, each of which was twenty-five feet in
diameter,
like flies. I managed to get away and succeeded in reaching
the same
boat I had tried to set free from the deck of the Titanic.
I
climbed upon this, and with the other men balanced ourselves in
water
to our hips until we were rescued. People who came up beside
us and
begged to get on this upturned boat. As a matter of saving
ourselves
were obliged to push them off. One man was alongside and
asked if
he could get upon it. We told him that if he did, we would
all go
down. His reply was "God Bless You. Goodbye."
I have been in the hospital for three days but
I
don't seem to be able to forget those men, women and children who
gradually
slid from our raft into the water."
Signed:
Eugene Daly
Collapsible
B
James Harper had the following to say, regarding the above letter:
The "Steerage Story" was basically a 'dump' of terrible events and memories that had occurred only a few hours or days before. Daily did not apparently really organize his thoughts when this was dictated. His later letters were more organized and coherent, and in fact did not mention some details mentioned in the "Steerage Story", notably how he got off the ship and the trauma of the women's' hair adrift around him in the water, and 'people being sucked down the funnels like flies". It is quite possible his mind later erased these impressions from his rememberances.. "My God, if I could only forget.....". Also, Blackmarr himself might have edited it slightly as he recorded Daly's words. So I believe the sequences described were not in the same order as they were presented in the letter.
Although it is possible that this or a second shooting occurred
in the
staircase that Daly may have seen, this is obviously not likely -
but possible,
of course. (Ala in the Cameron movie, but with possibly more
serious
effects) I suspect that this shooting actually happened on the
Boat Deck
as was reported by others and by himself in his later
letter
published in the London Daily Telegraph of 4 May 1912 He
described
therein "the officer shooting two men dead who tried to get into a
boat."and
mentioning hearing a third shot and seeing the officer lying on
the deck.
He also said that he didn't see the officer actually shoot
himself, but was told about what happened afterwards. (TNLO,
Ch10,pp101-102).
The Daly letter is part of a longer article
by
James Harper, "Dr. Frank Blackmarr's Remarkable Scrapbook",
published in
the Titanic Commutator, 3rd Quarter 1998.